Frustrated because I can’t tell if it’s real. Upset because we can’t make it right. Aggravated because you don’t understand. Disappointed because we can’t be together, but still I’ll love you forever. I need you. I need the guy who can make me laugh just by the way he says hello when I pick up the phone… the guy who makes my hands shake when I’m sitting next to him… and the guy who isn’t afraid to keep talking to me when i’m upset. It’s YOU. You mean everything to me… you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up,my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams. When you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see you smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you. I wanna be the girl that he talks to his friends about, I wanna be the girl that always comes first, I wanna be the girl he never wants to leave alone, I wanna be the girl who’s hand he’s holding, I wanna be the girl he looks at and smiles and then says to his friends, “That’s her, she’s the one.” I just want to be that girl.